if you sat while i run
would you befriend the old sun
would you wait to decay, feed the fields with your beautiful face
turn yourself into flowers like the ones that i gave
held you closer for hours, right near to my waist
wish we never turn sour, i'll keep it in faith
spent last year as a coward im changing today
and i'll never go back
you showed me that it's not all so bad
that it's something that i shouldn't be afraid of
feel like a dream that i never wanna wake from
and you turn me to a better man
i won't ever let 'em in
cause it makes my head hurt
meanwhile you feel forever
and i'll just try to stay awake
cause i know you get afraid
and i hope that it makes you feel safe
you know that i dont say
everything on my mind
but i can't help it
and it makes me so selfish