saying my name at the start of your sentence
acting like we’re friends, want more. not to mention
i sit around don’t do shit while time passes
bad habits. i need a second, a minute to breath
i’m drowning and sinking, my teeth
are grinding against each other
i feel so fucking defeated
i know you cannot see this
your ex, my friend, a fein, and
i’m staring at the ceiling
i’m fair in terms of stealing
i don't wanna
i don't wanna
i don't wanna
i don't wanna get too attached
i said you need to adapt
but you won't
making connections
i'm staying out of your mentions
i gave you all the directions
but you just ran to affection
and i cannot say all that
say that you recalled that
i couldn't stop that
how you turn my love
to hate?